Thursday, May 26, 2011

♥Perfect 2 days♥

Having 2 great days with my Wilds.
I love my smile in this picture.
It is sweet, isn't? Hah!

So the 2 days post i will make it in 1.
It may be longer a bit. Lol

The first day was our gathering+Momo's advance birthday celebration at Jojo's house.
All these were preparing by us.
While waiting our dearest Momo, I had cooked this appetizer for Jojo, MinMin and Sasa
as all of us were very hungryy
Pasta with Chicken Mushroom.
It might be not in good looking, but tasted good kay?
Look at MinMin.
She's enjoying the appetizer very much!
Opps, my tummy is drumming now!

At the same time, we were preparing the surprise celebration for Momo.
That's funny that she don't even know and assumed this was really a gathering for the Wilds.
We made her a slide show and purposely put a MV of Honggi before the slide starts.
Of course we putting Korean Birthday song version for her as well.

She were curios when the birthday song playing.
And soon our photos has appeared.
She looked shocked and stoned there for few seconds.
Meanwhile, we carried the piece of the cake which she bought as her birthday cake.
Haha! That was my idea as we forgot to buy the cake and in case she discovered our plan.
So, we asked her to buy cake for us as dessert.
What a funny birthday surprise huh?!
As long as all of you were enjoyed! That's all.

Owh, that's my 4 pretties!
From the Left (Jojo, MinMin, MoMo and Sasa)
How could the photo without me?
No no no!
Hey ya, I am the one who pointing up the sky.
Look nice is it? But failed color edit!
We took a lot of the photos but yet I havent finish edit.

Dearest MinMin
Nice? I love this so much!

The second day, meaning today.
We had our shooting in the early morning 8am.
It is tiring for me because yesterday night I was fell asleep around 12am.

Still, we go through everything in our plan.
God blessed it wasn't rain when we having our shoot!
For the first production, I won't put high expectation.
But hopefully it is not worse than what in our mind.

After had our breakfast, we moved to our 2nd venue for shooting.
Ya, it is Jojo's house again.
Arrived there around 11am, and guess what we did?

We straight away walked into Jojo's room and slept for 3 hours.
Forgive us because we were really very tiring.

After done our shooting, they went down to swim.
I didn't join them as I am dark enough.
Need a short time to whitening back. Hah!

All the photos are under PnC
show you guys 1 pic is pretty enough.
Tadaaaaa

Last, show you guys my sunshine look =P

Alright, thats my 2 perfect days being with the Wilds.
Thanks for spending your time to read it.
Thank you so much!
Muax

Wednesday, May 25, 2011

♥使命·平台♥

去除掉前几篇负面文章的心情
现在就来和大家分享今天的主题

使命·平台

认识我的朋友都懂
我喜欢站在舞台上,任由相机的闪光灯往我身上狂打
以及享受着万般的欢呼和掌声

是因为我可以在舞台上展现自己
所以才喜欢舞台吗?
可是,我到底有没有这个能力?

这个问题,我思考了很久
到后来开始质疑自己
甚至萌起了放弃站在舞台上的念头

那一刻,内心的我很挣扎,也很矛盾!
因为有着3年甚至更多舞台经验的自己
竟然找不到喜欢和享受舞台的理由

虽然说有那么多年的舞台经验
但站在台上的我仍然会有些许的恐惧和压力

曾经也有过这么一个的想法
难道,我不是属于舞台的料?
那么,属于我自己的平台究竟在哪里?

我失去了导航的方向
失去了目标
就像驾驶员失去了驾驶盘那样,莽莽撞撞的

原来当你喜欢一件事情,却找不到喜欢的理由时
感觉上是多么的不真实

但现在的我,想大大声地告诉这里的所有人
我是一块还在松着土的土地
很快的,我就是一块肥沃的土地

因为我终于找到了喜欢舞台的原因
以及站在舞台上的使命!
所以,我要比别人更加倍用心的去克服站在舞台上的恐惧

我相信
一个可以享受无尽的掌声和欢呼声的舞台
正是属于我可以散发自己魅力的平台!

为了克服,我愿意牺牲自己的时间
参与更多的活动来提升自己

就像是
魅力领袖与天王巨星华语国际讲演会

这个地方让我找到了属于自己的平台
也是这个地方让我看见了未来的自己也可以像他们那样
大大方方的站在舞台上毫无约束的自己

你 是不是也有面对像我这样的问题呢?
你 想不想克服站在舞台上的恐惧呢?
加入魅力领袖与天王巨星华语国际讲演会
让我们一起学习,一起成长
Ohhhhhh yessssssss

Friday, May 20, 2011

♥20052011♥


这几天的心情有点不平伏
把自己伪装好像一点都无效,而且还露了馅

嘻嘻哈哈的脸孔
背后竟是充满着许许多多的无奈和惆怅
以为打足了强心剂就不会感觉心痛
其实 我错了

当事情发生的那一瞬间
心 却是在隐隐作痛
快要窒息 却无能为力
只能默默地按手在心 强忍没事

安啦朋友
这只是过渡期 我只需要一点点的时间去克服
没事的

Monday, May 9, 2011

♥Momma Day♥

It is an old photo if you followed my blog.
Well, I hope this post is not too late on this special day.

Happy Momma Dayy!

I know I ain't a good daughter
And this year I couldn't give her anything because I've spent a lot in this month.
I knew she won't mind it.
Still, I feel guilty!
Just now we went to had steamboat as the Momma day' Celebration
I intended to give her surprise and make it more special, but the fact told me
I AM FAILED!

I promise, I will make it next time!

I ain't like others can tell their mom how much they love them
And I don't know how to express my feeling towards my mom no matter it is happy or sad!
I wonder when is the last time I shared my feeling to her.
Few months or few years ago? I don't know

Guess all daughters should be more sticky to their mom right?
But I'm not.
Argh, bad daughter!

Last time when I was a little girl, I made a card and give it to her.
Momma Day and her Birthday as well.
How long I didn't make a card for her already?
Perhaps 6 years? Or more than 6?
I think so.
Bad daughter!

She always tell us, she don't need this and that
As long as we don't make her mad and obey to her, thats what she wants the most.
I believe there are all mommas will do, right?

All mommas are great, but my momma is the greatest mom!
I can't tell her how much I love her, but I can text her!
My tears rolled when I was typing the message.

Maybe for you it is not sincere, but sometimes words can be more impressive!

In this special day, I want to thanks my mom for tolerating my bad attitude
and take care of me for so many years.
I know I ain't a good daughter, but you never give up on me.
No matter how bad I am, you're still beside me.

Somtimes you will opposed me to do certain things or decisions
This is because you care for me and avoiding me get into trouble.
You love me, I don't even appreciate it.
But still blame for your not supportive
Sorry, mom.

Sometimes I shouldn't make you mad, but ended up I did  it.
You nagged me, it should be my fault
but I still replied defiantly.
Sorry mom, I didn't meant it.

I ain't the little girl anymore
Mom spent her entire lifetime to take care of her children.
Now is the turn for us to take take her
I try to do my best and don't make her worries.
Friends asked, they wonder why never saw me inside any clubs?
Why I can't overnight although it is only in Penang?

Ya, I am legally can go into clubs and overnight with friends.
But I chose not to because I don't want make her worries about me.
This is what I can do for her, at least!

I done too much bad things in my past, and I promise myself won't let it happen in the future.
Never ever!
I will use my life and my heart to love this woman!
Yea, is her! My mom
THE BEST MOM ever!

Mommy, I LOVE YOU!
Happy Momma Day!!

Saturday, May 7, 2011

♥Take2?♥

相信很多人都知道
大马最近又掀起了一宗的校园欺负案件吧?
我想不通,怎么最近的学生会错得越来越离谱?

欺负,真的那么有趣吗?
打架,赏巴掌,甚至剪别人的头发
你内心真的那么好过吗?

这次案件的学生才仅13岁?!
从她们的blog里面看来,她们的生活应该很颓废
不是聊roller,就是聊男生,要不然就出口成脏!
我除了摇头以外,还是摇头

把手按在胸口上,闭上眼睛问问自己
这种人生,你很享受吗?
这样泛滥的生活,你觉得很过瘾吗?

试想如果今天被欺负的人是你
束手无策任由别人这样糟蹋,你的感觉是什么?
你会心疼吗?
你会痛苦吗?

今天,你也许你可以很潇洒,理直气壮告诉全世界的人
你没错!
你只是行着自己的意志,去做你想做的事

但我可以跟你保证,在未来的3-5年
你会对你现在所做的事感到羞耻,后悔,内疚,甚至心里不安!

人生是没有undo或者redo
也没有cut和action
因为它是一场直播!

你犯了错,就是错!
这个污点是无论你付出了多少的努力去遮盖
它还是会永远存在

当你成熟了,长大了
回头看顾这一切的时候,我相信你一定会有一丝的内心谴责!

每一个人的一生都不会有Take 2
Never ever!

Thursday, May 5, 2011

♥05052011♥

如果每件事情都有
1+1=2
那么简单就好!

我不是把所有的事情都给复杂化
只是有些事情并不是我可以控制得住的
我无法压抑,就连伪装都觉得呼吸困难

我不会发自内心去告诉任何人我内心最困扰的事
就连好朋友也不可能
因为我想有属于自己的小空间
不论我怎么去发牢骚,搞emo
都不会有人来骚扰

我不喜欢人家没有经过我的同意就擅自跑进我的世界
你不懂你很恶心吗?
不过就算你可以进入,我有说过你可以掌权我的世界吗?
笨蛋,少装厉害!

该死的!

Sunday, May 1, 2011

♥王子与平民王妃♥

看着他们的婚礼进行,自己开始遐想
哪天才有机会轮到我啊?
披着婚纱步入礼堂,两旁满满的祝福
那是女孩子所梦寐的婚礼进行式!

哪个女孩子不希望自己有个浪漫的回忆啊?
当我看见荧幕的时候,真的有股以后想去英国结婚的冲动
那里的环境,景色都太漂亮了吧?

喜欢西敏寺,马来西亚教堂的设计都逊掉了
更喜欢白金汉宫,原来城堡可以那么堂皇壮观

算我孤陋寡浅了一点
没有把历史读好来真的有很大的分别
我现在才真正明白英国是有国王,王后,公主,王子
还有很多像在童话故事里面看到的角色

有机会我真的很想到英国去见识见识
因为英国对我而言实在是太美了!

谢谢Prince Willian和Kate Middleton
你们让我看见现实生活当中仍然有王子与平民女孩故事的发生
祝福你们永远快乐!