♥ I am confused ♥

My ladies ;)

Somehow I feel myself like pregnant woman, so damn fat.

Okay people, let me tell you what I was done in the past 2 days.

It is great, awesome, excellent and perfect good experience I had in my college.

Look at the photo above, the photo were taken in Han Chiang TV Studio.

4 of us were take part as the crew for the Anchor Idol Contest.

It was my third time being as a floor manager in an event, but only this time are more formal.

I admitted, from the beginning I wasn't happy with what I studying

Cause I prefer to become as a organizer for event, but while the current course I picking is broadcast journalism.

I had unbalanced mind, seriously.

I ain't don't like to become a broadcast journalist.

Just I don't like to involved in any politics, and I don't used to in front of camera.

I know there must be people wonder why I chose broadcast journalism.

Okay, clarify over here.

It is because I am picking wrong course.

I never thought of become as a broadcast journalist or an anchor in the future.

But this contest has really made up my mind.

I started to have interested in it.

Perhaps one day I will become as an anchor?

who knows right?

I am confused, which field I should go in?

God, please lead my step.

Show you guys the picture I took with the 3 anchors.

Ivan Toh, RTM

Melissa Ong, NTV7

Tan Ley Teng, NTV7

If I really want to become as an anchor, I do think I have long road to go yet.

To correct my pronunciation and also to slim down myself.

So that it will not harm my audience's eyes, too fat is not suitable on the screen right?

Looking forward to the next round.

:)

♥ The 8th Month ♥

The.8th.Months

We were had a lil unhappiness thingy happened before the day.

Guess it was probably my hardest night so far the days being with him.

I was down to the max, and crying like nobody business.

The longest night I ever had.

But well, rainbow came out after the big rain.

We are fine now people.

I think our relationship is getting better now.

And right we are more clearly to know that we are really mean to each other.

B, lets look forwards on our 9th, 10th, 11th, 12th or Anniversary k?

I love you, and I really do.

♥13042012♥

An iPhone isn't good for a photo maniac, such as me.

I just found out that after using iPhone, I became so seldom to self-shot.

I've trying so hard to find out ONE picture for my this post.

I mean ONLY ONE, but result comes out with NON.

Well, I'll figure out another way to transfer all the photos to my lappie.

After several weeks of industry training, I return back to college life again.

And take few weeks to go, I'll be leaving college and officially an diploma holder. 

I was thinking last night due to the insomnia

 "What should I work as after graduated?"

"Should I go to KL looking for a job?"

or

"Should I continue my studies?"

I kept asking myself.

My brain was came with nothing. seriously.

Can someone give me a guideline?

Tell me what should do.

 I'm blank

♥ The Last ♥

Readers, I just feel like sharing my feeling today to you all.

Time flies, its fast until you don't even notice about 'em.

Finally I've done my internship.

Although the mission I brought to this company wasn't completed.

Yet, I learnt a lot from this precious experience.

You'll definitely cannot find all these in any printed materials.

In between the days, I been through a lots.

The happiness, sadness, jealousy, anger...

Through all these, I learnt how to control my emotions, learnt to be independent

I used to share my feeling and thought all to my lovely roomates, Shermin and Joey.

We have pillow talk session every nights.

Don't misunderstand us, we weren't backstab or gossip on someone.

Just simply share our feeling and thought on that day.

I'm surely will miss this 2 ladies after go back to Penang.

I will never forget how I experieced life in KL.

Without companions of family, fighting life with friends.

Everyday full with misses.

But I know on the other side, there're people miss me at the small island.

I could hardly believe that I did it.

For your information, it should only 9weeks, cause 1 week were CNY holiday.

I am kind of reliable to family and friends.

Though I am still relying on my friends here, but no more family.

I felt myself are no longer little girl.

To be frank, KL is a nice city, no doubt.

It has just left 24hours more and I'll be leaving this land.

I told myself before I won't feel sad when leaving, but now I think I'm wrong.

How could I won't feel sad when its gonna leaving the place be with me for 9weeks?

Every single piece of memories

Every single piece of my collegues cute faces

Every single things that I've done for this company

will forever in my heart.!

It will stick with me until the end of the day.

*Sorry readers, these should be posted 2weeks ago

I was intended to post this before I came back to Penang

But due to some reasons, I totally forgotten about this.

I'm sorry my dearest!!

Hope you guys enjoy reading my blog.!