♥Update♥

I just realised that it been a week I didn't updated my blog. Sorry my dearest

It is because there were a lot of things happened in a sudden and I couldn't handle it.

Freakin' stress and kind of emo.

But think now I'm alright as I can blog now :)

Met few nice lecturers in this semester.

And of course interested subjects which like we have to go out to find news, and make a TV news ourselves.

But there are a course and a lecturer who makes me want to commit suicide!

I almost burst during his class, is so-damn-boring.

Let's wonder how long can I stand for it still.

These few days I kept hanging out with friends and boyfie, and my loved family.

Lunch time at Burger King with friends and boyfie

Mom and brothers birthday celebration at Autocity Tao

4D Spykids with sweetheart Shermin and boyfie during class break.

Final Destination 5 with the boyfie.

Raja Uda TomYam which I craved for so long and finally boyfie brought me there.

Jetty TomYam and Esplanade Rojak with babe Liz and her friends

Gathering of the Wild's at Seoul Garden.

Yet, shopping with my mom and brothers at Queensbay.

I think I didnt missed out any entertainments if I ain't mistaken la.

Perhaps will make a photoshoot in this week?

My appetite has been came back to me.

Hopefully it don't harm me as I've had cut down my weight.

No picture showing on this post, stay tuned with the next post alright?
Not forgeting. Happy National Day! :)

X.O.X.O

♥End, New♥

Finally my holiday is ends and new semester comes.

God blessed as my Media Law wasn't bad as I thought, at least i got a C-.

The rest of the subjects are not bad as well, and I got an A and A- this time.

Quite disappointed because I got B in my english paper, thought it will at least get a B+?

Anyway, im satisfied with my result.

As long as I don't get a F in my Media Law that's pretty enough.

Today I got my new semester timetable.

Communication Theories, Media Tech, Owh my gawd.

Guess it would be definitely bore subjects

Although the time is not pack, but kinda boring because there are long break for the next class.

And, college coverage suck to the max!

Wifi hard to connects as well. Shit!

Alright guys, its time to bed now!

Tomorrow 8am class to attends, it is communication theories

Hopefully I won't fall sleep in the class.

Good night and sweet dream!

♥爱·言♥

我想要的其实就很简单

女生长大了，就不会再渴望家家酒

只会想要有个稳定的感情 好好地走下去

今年是我1字头的最后一年

慢慢就要步入2字头

顿时很感概 觉得自己真的长大了

不 是老了

原来要认真的经营一段感情真的不容易

怪以前那幅好玩 任性的性格

让我错过了好多好多的好男人

不过我想现在学会珍惜还不算太迟

终于 他出现了

我想说 这次我不是玩玩的了

我真的很希望可以认认真真地走下去

以前只要在一起就会想到永恒

所以当分开的时候都会来得比较难熬

因为太多的承诺还来不及实现就已经破灭了

之后我就告诉自己

期望越高 伤得会更深

好多次都不敢尝试去接受新的感情

因为爱情 就像个不定时炸弹 随时会爆炸

然后伤痕累累

我不希望自己一直这样被折磨下去

所以都选择逃避

也许爱情真的是一种遇见 不能等待也没有准备

所以在毫无预警之下 我遇上了他

虽然他有很多缺点

不过 在一起不就是要我们去爱他的不好 喜欢他的坏吗？

有时候他可以带给我好多的梦幻

所以当一个人的时候 我就会告诉自己

这一场美丽的梦可不可以不要那么快结束？ 

虽然他很木头

我期望的惊喜，就算告诉他，他也不懂

我向往的拍拖情景，说了，他未必会做

想了想 与其羡慕别人 倒不如和他创造出与众不同的恋爱

有着我们两个人独特的音符 编出属于我们浪漫的旋律

那就够了

我很谢谢我的宝贝甜心Shermin，Joey，Vanessa还有Monica

一直以来她们都很支持我做的每一个决定和选择

也很容忍我的坏脾气和霸道

在我最失落的时候还给我最大的信心

不理不弃的与我并肩作战

宝贝甜心们 你们不必那么累了

因为现在开始他会和你们一起分担

不过我还是会一样那么爱你们 真的

因为我只是多了个男人来爱我

我的爱还是很足够的给你们每一个！

我爱爱爱爱爱爱爱爱死你们

♥18082011♥

It is 1:30am right now, and I am supposed to lying on bed by this time

Promised him will sleep earlier tonight but now I'm still awake.

Blame the stupid insomnia!

Guess he is being a sleeping pig right now.

This few days I had my days with him.

I enjoyed and love the life as well.

Wonder how long I have never fall into a relationship already?

But thanks God, I met him finally!

This is an unexpected relationship, without any preparation and it happened!

Although he is not sweet talker, but sometimes words come from him are touched me!

Although he has no good looking, but I just like the way he is!

I can be myself when being with him, no stress no act. The real me!

Dear, let's build our story from this second onwards alright?

♥

♥Thanks Love♥

Hello my sweethearts.

Guess where I've been yesterday?

Yes, it is Charlie Brown Cafe which located at Straits Quay!

Thanks love for brought me there.

And I had spent my precious time with him!

♥

♥蔷薇女王的内心♥

这一篇很意外的文章

这里总是让我很温暖 因为我可以随意将自己的内心

毫不犹豫的释放出来

没有遮掩 没有伪装 没有隐藏

完完全全地可以将自己放松下来的地方

我承认 我是蛮了点

总是不顾前后 为所欲为做了一些自己也不懂得收拾后尾的事情

往往 很多事情就这样被我 搞砸了

经过大脑的循环思考

还有昨晚从镜子里倒影出的自己

我 最终还是哭了

因为 我看见的是很狼狈的自己

再往下看 是一颗破碎的心

原来它已经伤痕累累 也贴满了ok绷

我很内疚

累了吧 痛了吧

是时候停止继续伤害自己了吧

对不起 让你受伤是我的错

骄傲的蔷薇女王

不要再让自己的心跌跌撞撞了 好吗

虽然我总是在大家的面前大喇喇

事实上 我并不是大家想象中的那么坚强

♥Macaroon is LOVE♥

Yay! Macaroon is LOVE!

Well, Im apologise here as I've been vanished for few days.

Sorry my dearest!

Now I update here for what I've done for yesterday.

Those for previous days will be blog after I done the pictures.

Tuesday night I told him I wanted get Macaroon so badly.

Perhaps it was because the Japanese Animation 梦色糕点师?

It makes me more love to Macaroon.

Seriously, I'm craving Macaroon for so so long, it is cute and colourful!

But I couldn't found it because I don't even know where have selling this cute dessert.

Aha, luckily he knows!

So the second day, which means yesterday

He drove me to the bakery and I got the Macaroon finally ♥

Yay! Macaroon is LOVE

Along the way, we decided to 1st Avenue for movie

I love wing chun!

Hmmm, for what can I comment, it is not a good film although it has my love MYfm Deejays.

Rate : 4/10, sorry!

That's all for what my yesterday!

Tasting my love Macaroon now, owhhhhhh

So sweeeeeet!

Stay tuned for next post then!

X.O.X.O

♥好"摄"之徒♥

还记得吗？

我说过 8月份的假期我会让自己好过！

也许就是因为太宠自己

所以体重一直不断地努力上升

不行不行

要学会控制了

来到今天的话题

好“摄”之徒

是滴 昨天我又去了外拍！

让大家看看昨天的作品

收到很多好评的照片

사랑해요

由于模特儿本身是哈韩族

所以特别放了韩文在图片里面

Sarangheayo

也是我本身蛮喜欢的一张照片

很有fu的照片

说不上的喜欢

有没有韩国女人的感觉呢？

以上的照片是在湖内公园拍摄的

接下到就是到槟城著名的姓周桥拍摄

笑得好自然

模特儿最喜欢的场景

纯粹的喜欢

回眸

初恋红豆冰

这只是一小部分的照片罢了

其余的已经上传到面子书去了

要谢谢模特儿Joey Tang和化妆师Winnie Yong愿意配合我这个新手

第一次的合作，表现算不上很差

但是有待加强！

想要看到更多的照片？

Model ✖ Joey

♥责任♥

责任 看似简单的笔画

实际行动起来还真的比想象中还要难

随着年龄的增长 责任就显得越来越重大

它 不是具体的

你看不见它 也触碰不到它

但你却可以深深的感受到它的存在 它带给你的压迫

责任 就是一个背负

它不会让你看见它到底有多严重

不过却会让你感受到无形的压力

或许 可能 也许

我已经慢慢的来到这段阶层

我很抗拒 也不想接受

但是责任就是成长的开始

在别无选择的状态之下 你只有选择扛

我知道

我再也无法像以前那样任性的发脾气

也无法再像以前那样碰钉子就发牢骚 嚎啕大哭

更无法把所有事情都依赖在家人朋友身上

这些 我都明了

只是不愿意去学习接受

最近脾气都变得格外暴躁

一下子不爽就把情绪抛出来

我懂这个不是让我发脾气 放肆的理由

而我也无权把它当成理所当然的一回事

多么想放纵自己到那灯红酒绿的世界狂欢一番

不过潜在的自己却拼命地控制着

我还是安分守己 做好自己算了

成长是要让我学习接受挑战 做不可能的事

8月份是一个美好的假期

我会让自己更好过！