Saturday, December 31, 2011

♥ 我的2011 ♥


2011年的自己 到底成长了多少?

终于都迈入2字头了
我不会再是个无忧无虑 成天只顾着吃喝玩乐的家伙
这一刻的转换 我要为着自己的未来做改变 为自己的将来作打算
我要让自己的生活更加精彩 更加充实

人生嘛 本来就是起起伏伏
一个背后有故事的人 才能显现得出他的生活很精彩

过去的一年 我经历了很多事情
有喜的 怒的 哀的 乐的
我承认 我有埋怨 我有不满 我有讨厌 我有放弃
不过后来想通了 发现这其实是我成长的过程
从错误中学习 下不为例

错了 就改
再错 就再改 直到正确 满意为止

2011年 我甚至有过觉得生活累了 想放弃
因为负面杂事统统找上门来 我支撑不了自己的极限 深怕自己垮了
还好 一切就像雨过彩虹 没事了

我感恩在2011年有朋友愿意为自己挺身而出
有朋友愿意为了自己而牺牲
感恩那群从不曾离开过我的朋友
因为有你们 我才发现原来我从不是一个人
有你们真好

人家常说 有妈的孩子像个宝
这句话 在我身上印证了!
我真的很幸福 有一个那么温暖的家
对于自己以前常常埋怨家里的不好 我错了
比起其它不幸的孩子 在他们的眼中 看着我是多么的羡慕渴望
我爱我的家

因为有他 我的故事比别人特别了
我总是觉得 You're the best gift I received from the God
你的出现 在这个短短的4个月让我经历了不少
有时你会让我对你又爱又恨
对于你 我真的束手无策 我投降
但是 我想告诉你
自从有了你 我的世界真的不一样了
我不要求永远 只希望让爱一直蔓延下去
罗勇麟 有你真好

永别了2011
我要在2012年勇敢豁出 成就不平凡的自己
我要让自己的生活变得更加充实 更加精彩
我要努力成为有故事性的女人
我要做到最棒最好!Ohh Yesssss!!

Friday, December 30, 2011

♥ Happy Birthday, my man ♥

Happy Birthday, my man
Finally he is officially 18, congratulation Bii :)
If you had read my blog, you'll know he's traveling to Bangkok with his family now.
We only can contact to each other at night, after he came back from shopping.

Last night, as usual.
I waited him back, then we chit chat through facebook or msn.
He get used to celebrate his birthday in other country since few years ago.
This year was become pretty different to him.
Past few years he got his brother Samuel with him, to countdown, to walk around.
But this year only left him, Samuel is at Australia.
Pity the birthday boy :(

Last night I was countdown with him, in M'sia and Thai's timeline.
I felt myself so useless cause couldn't cheer him up.
He kept telling me he is boring, he is lonely, but I can't do anything at all.
He even posted an emo song - 'wish you were here' for me.
When I saw all these, I really wish I were beside him, and give him a hug. :'(

Anyway, I promised him will treat him eat after he comes back, celebrate the belated birthday.
Perhaps Penang one day trip? I don't know.
I just know I've not much time to accompany him, because is time to go KL for my interns.
Hardly to imagine 10weeks couldn't meet my boyfie, only can through phone.
Another challenge for us in our relationship.!

Countdown for another 2 days!
He's coming back on 1st of Jan, yay!
I want my souvenir, I want my pola films :) So happy

Low Yong Lun, Happy 18th Birthday.
I You

Thursday, December 29, 2011

♥ My X'mas Night ♥

Since I'm kinda boring and nothing else to do now.
Kay then, I do a lil update about my X'mas night.

So how you guys celebrate your X'mas night?
Anyway, I had a special night with my boyfie and youth's friends.
Guess where we'd been? Bet you guys never expected!
We went to Pesta/FunFair!!

I didn't bring my dslr along, so don't have nice pictures to show
Only few pictures from my poor phone.
The boyfie and friends like to adventure so much, so they went to play the challenger
I didnt play this time cause I had played this few years ago.
Haha, dumb dumb looks of boyfie! But I him still :p
I look so fat >.< not only in photo, real life as well.
Should I blame my boyfie? He causing me like this :(

Yesterday night chit chatted with boyfie.
He bought me 5 pax of pola films, each have 20 pieces!
Hohoho, I can take many many polas' d, and now I need to find nice nice album to keep my polas!

Both of us are planning to go Bangkok travel next time.!
Hopefully it can success, heard boyfie said there have lots of nice and cheap clothes.
I wanna go there shopping laaaaaaa >.<

Gonna make it as one of my wishlist in 2012.
Oh ya, need to re-list my wishlists d
Since 2011 is gonna end, and 2012 is around the corner.

So guys, is time to do your wishlist in 2012 :)

Wednesday, December 28, 2011

♥ The hardest moment ♥


Now I realise, waiting for someone's reply is the hardest moment.
Imagine you have to wait for the reply from early morning until middle night.
Maybe some of you guys won't so rely on your love ones, but I am.

I always a sticky girlfriend :)

I can't stand with the loneliness in day or night without my boyfie.
I can't stand with my phone doesn't rang from I woke up till I go to bed.
I always wanted my boyfie to accompany me 24hours. Yes Im greedy :P

4 days to go only the boyfie will come back.
I'll be patience! :)

Tuesday, December 27, 2011

♥ Last in 2011 ♥

The last photo of us in 2011.
My face doesn't look happy at all.

The boyfie off to Bangkok with his parents again.
Came back from Singapore week ago and now Bangkok

So before he departed, we decided to have breakkfast or lunch together.
Brought dslr and pola along with me to Gurney but careless me forgot to bring the memory card
Ish, no pictures in our last date ><

Went to Seoul Garden to have our last meal in 2011.
It sounds sad right? *Sighsssss
Intended to go Big Apple but end up we decide to back home and take photos. :)

Somehow I felt my boyfie looks handsome today.
We took a lot of photos but only few can be used, and also we took pola.
Self-taken, so next time I can no need to ask people help us take anymore, yay!

Wonder why I always fall sick when he's away from me.
Yes, Im sick now, flu and fever!
It is so suffering but still need to wait him online.

Well, stop here.
Will blog about my X'mas when I get my photos.
Bye readers :)

♥ LOVE is Weak ♥

Love is so weak.
I think most of people agree with this statement

Sometimes I really wonder how do people treat their relationship.
Why they could make fun or not even take serious in their relationship?
I mean some of the people not all.
I can't jugde on this much as I was one of them who didn't serious in my past relationships.

But, time makes us grow!
I'm no longer play play in my relationship, I love my boyfie so much ;p

I have a friend *not going to tell who is that
What he done had really disappointed me, he showed me the weakness of love
No promises, No commitments, No long lasting
I thought Love is priceless but through what he did, Love became cheapness

Seriously, I hate guy like this!
Don't insult what love is.
Don't accept if you don't have love inside her!
Don't chase her if you're just to fulfil your short-lived feeling!
Love is not a game, please take it serious and be the mission in your life!

Love him or her like the way you love yourself.!

By the way, the boyfie gonna 'fly' again.
He just came back from Singapore week ago, but will off to Bangkok tomorrow.
Which means I'm going to celebrate the brand new year 2012 alone.
Ops no no, I'm not alone.! I have my lovely family :)

So guys, don't date me out on 31st
I wanna be good daughter countdown with my family :)

Tuesday, December 20, 2011

♥ 20122011 ♥

Today is my 2nd weeks of holiday.
It should be a relaxable and enjoyable weeks but no
All of us are worrying about our internship, worry for the company and the place for stay.

Other than that, of course I have other entertainments as well.

The Singapore gift from the boyfie.
Awwww, he's so lovely, have you spot the ♥ inside the bottle?
He told me he purposely chose this for me, how sweet are him huh

4 impressions in ONE. I like this kind of design :)
Wonder why I wore thick make up?
Well, I ain't attended to what accassion dinner but a very meaningful performance at Autocity.

Guys, if you know me,
 you'll know I went to church frequently on every monday and wednesday night for LEAD practice.
I had challenged myself in dancing, it is quite tough, as I'm not a good dancer

Sunday night, it was my very first sexy dance on public.
The event was organized by Government and we were glad to be invited for performing.
This is my sexy girl's look *actually I'm not sexy at all*

I nearly fell down when dancing, maybe still not used to wearing high heels to dance.
But god blessed, at the end it was so successful and caught many attention from the audience
The second dances was the 'little bees' dance, it is about to cheer the sadness people.
The last dance, all of us are needed, we made perfectly, well done and excellent.

After show, we went to walked around the flea market.
Many people recognised us and ask for contact number.
Through these, we know that our performance has been really touch the audience.
And what we acted are the reflection in nowadays society, reality!

I'm so tired after the show, the boyfie was sit beside me.

Penangite, I'm strongly recommand you come to watch us.
It is so wasted if you weren't come in the first show, but don't worry, we have 2nd show!!
24th night, Farlim Pasar Malam, we have performance again.
7pm free buffet and 7.30pm start show, it is free entrance
Come to watch us, it will be your unforgetable silence night ever


Friday, December 16, 2011

♥ 态度 ♥

我 长大了
再多几天 我就要迈向2字的年头了
不得不感叹 时间过得还真快

惭愧当初对世俗还太嫩
处理事情的手法不够理性 不够成熟
不过经一事 长一智
现在的我得向着世界低头
大声地说 我还有很多事情需要去学习

是啊 我的确有很多地方需要进补
不管是在理性 还是身心灵上 都非常需要

一个人的态度 可以间接反映出他的价值
态度决定了高度 也可以决定一生

不管经历了多少 在这个世界
比你老熟的 多的是
比你有实力的 多的是
比你刻苦勤劳的 多的是

但要如何从这一群精英中脱颖而出 成为精英中的精英
就只有看你的态度 还有价值观
我想 这就是我目前需要磨练的

态度决定你的一生 你愿不愿意改变?

Thursday, December 15, 2011

♥ 我以为 ♥

一直很大力地告诉自己 在再努力一点点
就那么一点点 大考就结束
就可以深深地吸一口气了

不懂什么时候开始 变得越来越懒散
不爱上课 就算上课也不专心
好多好多的课业都变得不爱做了
就算做 也是最后一分钟赶完 随随便便

考试 也不做温习
这个学期 几乎都是考试的前一天才埋头苦读
一直在埋怨 太多了 读不完了 想放弃了

怎么会变得越来越自暴自弃?
我开始怀疑我自己

明天 最后一天了
以为可以安下心来 放肆的去消遣
去弥补这个学期以来折腾的自己
结果 不是的

我还得为了下个学期的实习担忧
住宿是其次
重要的是 目前还没有任何一家公司录取我
除了懊恼 还是纳闷

原来 我颓废了

♥ THE 4TH MONTHSARY ♥

Although it doesn't has nice design, but this is my afford.

Finally, it comes to the 4th month.
Somehow I felt we have been long long time, like more than 4 months.

Every single piece of the pictures remind me of many things.
All were our memories since the first day when we are in love.

Every piece of the picture has the own story behind.
Outsiders would hardly to understand how we walked along these days with our footprints.
The happiness, sadness, laughter, argument...
It did not affected our love but made it growing strong and stronger

Bii, I love you so so much and never wanna to leave you.
Let me stay beside you forever kay?
#iLovEyoU#
#HapPy4tHmoNThsaRy#

Tuesday, December 13, 2011

♥ TAKE A BREATH ♥

Phewww....
Thanks Lord, luckily I've at least did one chapter last night.
I think this semester would be hardly to achieve an A.
well, I know I never did the best of mine this time.
Something make me freakin' worry!
Its not about the exam but the internship
I still haven't get any comfirmation from the company yet!
Owh-my-gawd, how?!
I don't wanna stay in Penang for my 10weeks internship.
Hopefully will get to inform by this week, please please!
God, please bless me...

Just now the boyfie came to find me again.
He is going to Singapore for 4days trip with his relatives tomorrow
I'm gonna miss him99 :'(

After that we went to macdee to had our lunch.
#iLoVeyoUmybOy#

Monday, December 12, 2011

♥ I KNEW IT ♥

No picture going to show on this post
The comm theory paper finally has over, yet it doesn't mean I can pause and relax
Thought the TV news will not be so hard to achieve high score
But now, I should change off my mind.

TV news has lotsa to read as well.!
Although it just only has 3 chapters, but terms are way too much
How I'm going to finish 'em by just using not more than 10 hours?

Have to prepare myself off to church for the last rehearsal of X'mas performance
Everyone is lacking time. but right now they are doing their last fight for the paper
Look at myself, what am I doing?

Oh Lord, bless me.!
Give me the power and strength to do well on my paper.
Please give me energy tonight and support me
I need you, I mean badly.!

Alright, going to pack my lugguage.
Bye readers.

Sunday, December 11, 2011

♥ GONE ♥

Somehow my boyfriend looks damn handsome in the first picture.!
Yesterday went to 2 old folks house with the youths and after that went off Queensbay with bunch of them.
Yet, with the clothes on "Spread his word, we are army of God"
Watched the movie of "Petaling Street Warriors"
Erm, not-really-nice but not-too-worse.!
Considered not bad la, quite a funny movie.

Tomorrow is the day, but I'm not even prepare well.
Guess what? I haven't touch half of 'em.
Thought today can do revise earlier but blame the stupid menstrual comes on this freak'in 'kan jiong' moment.
I've wasted my whole afternoon.

F'cking pain made me rolled from bed to floor and back to bed again.!
Inearlysuicidebecauseofthepain.
I even called to my boyfie and cried on phone, it was damn pain

The sweet boyfie came my house after his dinner with his family.
I thought he was just joking with me because he still need to attend his secondary school gathering, but end up he really did come to me.

After he left, its time for me to do the last fight on comm theo.
It is seriously fed everyone up cause of the essay grade.
Almost 80% of students got F, wtf?! How about me?
And I dropped off lots of the tips, cause it is toooooo much!!

Hmmm, no time for crap d, going to start now.
Tune off, bye my readers.

Saturday, December 10, 2011

♥ RELAX-ED ♥

Yesterday, I've had skipped all my studies and give myself a holiday.
But actually I wasn't studied well few days ago also.
Just kept on texting, online"ing, sleeping and yea, stupid lame things and without touching anything.
Guess Im going to die soon and sooner.

Well, today is not a day to study as well.
Cause later on I will follow my church's youths to old folks house to do some entertainments.
People look, I can still relaxing myself.! *finding death*

With my sweetheart Liz over Queensbay chatime.
I want get an iPhone badly :(

After that, the boyfie came my house to practice the song which going to perform later at old folks house.
When er hu met guitar.
I know its weird with the combination, but somehow it came out with the nice feeling.

Went Harvest In cafe to had our dinner.
First tried in Honey Oat Chicken.!
Ignore my stupid face, as you can see my panda eyes is getting serious.
Urghh, I dont want la >.<

After our lunch, we moved to Queensbay to met up his brothers.
I thought there are only girls have girls talk, but I don't even know guys will like this too.
Haha, his brothers are all way tooooo cute!!

Then, rushed back to church for our praise and worship practice.
And the day end with this way.

Not to forget, Good morning people!!
Have a nice day.

Thursday, December 8, 2011

♥ PASSION ♥

Today is the 3rd day I do the revision.
Until now, I still couldn't find my passion on study.
It is like disappear, oh-my-godness!

Why this semester seems so hard to achieve good result?
Somehow I feel myself become lazier.
What's wrong with me by the way? I have no idea seriously.

I used almost 3 days to studied my Comm Theories
but then I don't even understand what it is.
Feel like give up to this subject but it takes about 40% in finals.
How dare I  fool with my result?!

There are too much need to memorise, i mean it is a lot!
Where is my passion?
I need you now, please come back to me.!

Wednesday, December 7, 2011

♥ ALLOW ME TO BE ♥

Headache till like going to kill myself.
I am damn suffering right now
something not-so-good had happened on me.

Exactly shit things ; Shit to the max!

Nothing can be complaint, continue study then!

Tuesday, December 6, 2011

♥ WHEN THE 1ST DAY ♥

Picture tells my feeling out.!

Even though this semester has only 3 subjects need to be sit,
it seems like easy, but in fact it is harder than the past semesters.

Too much need to memorize ; and I'm afraid will overloaded again

Although there are still few days to go yet, but I don't wish to practice last minute anymore
Study from now on.

Midnight, I'm here for you!

Monday, December 5, 2011

♥ AZUMA ♥

Went to AZUMA @ Queensbay with the boyfie right after the church.
Miss the Gyu Kimchi Udon, but after tasted, it was not so good as I expected, hmmmm.
Btw, I love my outlook today with the hair tied, it made me looks younger.
Don't you? lol

Not going to blog more, its going to 1am right now.
The boyfie is rushing, k'ing his notes for tomorrow final exams.
And I'm going to off my laptop and text with him.

So good night my readers.
:)

Saturday, December 3, 2011

♥02122011 ♥

Has my blog make you feel on Christmas?
Although it isn't what I wanted from the first place.
Yet, it still made by me and I am proud of myself for making such Christmas background.

Readers, please look at this poster.
Can you spot me? I think most of you will spot me right?
Especially for penangnites who are free during 24th of December can come to support us.
Free entrance at Farlim Pasar Malam big field, 7pm free buffet and 7.30pm starts show.

So guys, I will have my first try in sexy dance on the stage that night.
Besides, I also involved in many scenes like drama and dance.
Come with us, I am very sure you will feel touch in our performance!

For more information, please refer to the poster.! :)

Thursday, December 1, 2011

♥ I just heard ♥

Well well well, its me with the thick and heavy make-up.
Last night was attending to my college prom night.
Kinda embarrassing cause I was inside the prom night promo video, and kinda 'sampat'!

But today I'm not going to write here about my prom night since I haven't get my photos from the photographer yet.
Yet, I had an enjoyable night with the babes and boyfie and of course the friends.
So stay tuned with my Prom Night post.

Today Im going to blog about the pressure which coming to me.!
Do you know what is that?
That's right, my final is drop at 12th of Dec, next week will be my revision week.
This time seriously gone wild cause I seem like never attending to my media tech class so long.
Really die99 this time.

I don't think my GPA this time will look nice since my photoJ assignments has rejected and need to re-do.
Owh-my-gawd~~~!!!
Calm me down please, back to K notes night again, AGAIN!