Saturday, August 11, 2012

❤ Just the WAY ❤

It's time to update my love love bloggy.

Many people was curious about the photo why am I wearing the wedding gown.
Okay, just don't get misunderstand
I am not yet to get married, and it's just a normal photoshoot in studio. :)
So ya, I just take it for fun, don't think that I am getting married ya.
Somehow I just look weird with the posing. >.<

So, been holiday for 2 weeks, growing mushroom day by day
Wishing to get a job but don't have the passion at all, wtf.
But had planning to go KL after a year, since there is much more better than in Penang
I mean career opportunity, cause everyone knows Imma homesick, I don't wish to leave Penang as well.

Friends are all leaving me soon.
Some of them will go for further studies and some will go fight for future.
But me? Still dreaming, hah.!
No future no hope, shit

Stop joining any of contest for almost 2 years
I think now is the right time to challenge myself already.
No matter I did improve or not, should give a try.
And I'm having a naive dream, which is I wanna be a model.
Will it comes true?

Just find a way :)

Thursday, August 2, 2012

❤ The last chapter ❤

Why did I say it is the last chapter?
Yea, I've finally done my diploma in college, finally!!
But I don't know whether it will be a new chapter in Uni life or social life.
Currently has no idea and the important thing is I want to enjoy my BREAK TIME first.

Been so suffering for 2 years and half, its time to release.
In fact is not really suffering but enjoying the life with friends while there are tons of assignment with us
Sleepless nights just because of the 'last minute' work and gotta rush all before the night
Group conflicts and end up we are able to handle the messes
Lots of memories I bet you guys will never ever forget right?

And through this I would like to apologize if I had offense you guys.
Sorry.!!

I really gained a lot and a lot within these 2 years.
Sincerely appreciate to know you all although I know you all might not see this post.
Thank you for everything my dear friends. ❤
For the loving, caring, forgiveness, tolerance, supportive, friendly, kindness and etc

Forever Love;
Han Chiang College Mass Comm & Broadcast Journalism 2010 April Intake.

Sunday, July 29, 2012

❤ 29072012 ❤

Oh my dear lord.
You knew everything of me, and you allowed it to happened.
But lord, I couldn't stand for all it now.
Please remove it, please.

I am weak, really weak.
Not only in mentally and also physically.
Time becomes near and nearer, the tension in me becomes stronger.
I know I can't do anything except study, study and study.

But all the words can't stay inside my brain.
There are many things bothering me, I am tired.
Could you please remove all things in my mind, Lord?
I need you, I really really do need you by this urge time.

Less than 72 hours, and it's gonna be my big day.
Yet, I didn't done anything of them.
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Final countdown.

Saturday, July 28, 2012

❤ Suffering night 28/07 ❤

Look at the photo, guess that I am going to crazy soon.
No joking, stress everywhere.

While everyone is busying to study but me and my group were busying for our news.
The very last assignment in college life, yea, broadcast performance.
It took us quite a long time to prepare as we have to go and cover news and then editing, record voice over and the last procedure was LIVE news record.
This assignment show us how does the news report goes on which we watch in TV.

And, because of this assignment, I've became a panda.
Don't even have proper sleep for 2 days cause of editing video.
But thank God everything ran well, and I think the most contributed to the group are belongs to Joey.
She has put a lot of effort in doing all these.
Thanks babe, you did a great job.!
Anyway, it's a great experience with 2 juniors.
Keep it up on your last semester :)

I ain't a multitask person, that's why I couldn't handle two things at the same time.
Notes has becoming the scarification.
It just left few days to final exam and I still haven't touch any of my notes.
The great thing is there will be two papers in a days.
Right, I am starting to worry about my final exam.

Please no sleepy when I want to start study.
I have not enough time already.
God bless.